Lucy Steele had never seen so many mirrors.
They lined every wall of the hallway, reflecting endless versions of herself — small and pale, eyes wide with cautious curiosity, dark curls bouncing slightly around her shoulders. She paused, mesmerized, reaching one finger out to touch her own reflection, leaving behind a smudge that blurred her image just enough to make it seem less real, more like a dream.
She was exactly seven years old, with hands still small enough to get lost inside her mother’s palm. She’d dressed carefully that morning, letting Eliza tie her favourite velvet ribbon in her hair. Her navy dress — soft and familiar — was the one she wore for special occasions: piano recitals, school photos, dinners with Gran. But today felt different. More important somehow, even if she couldn’t fully explain why.
Eliza squeezed Lucy’s hand gently, drawing her attention back from the mirrors. Her mother’s voice was soft, soothing. “We’ll be going in soon, sweetheart. How do you feel?”
Lucy considered the question, trying to find the right words. “A little fluttery.”
Eliza knelt slowly, cupping her daughter’s cheek in her palm, her thumb brushing gently beneath Lucy’s eye. “Fluttery can be good,” she said. “It means you care.”
Lucy nodded, reassured. Her mother always knew the right thing to say. “Did you feel fluttery when you were little, too?”
Eliza smiled gently, eyes warm but distant, as if remembering something far away. “Yes. All the time.”
“How did you make it stop?” Lucy asked earnestly.
Eliza tilted her head slightly, considering. “I closed my eyes, counted to three, and imagined holding something I loved very much.”
Lucy’s eyes brightened. “Like chocolate?”
Eliza laughed softly, pressing a kiss to Lucy’s forehead. “Exactly like chocolate. Or the beach. Or a quiet afternoon reading together.”
Lucy closed her eyes obediently, breathing. “One, two, three,” she whispered, imagining the soft blankets on their sofa, her mother’s voice reading quietly, the familiar scent of lavender soap. Slowly, the fluttery feeling began to ease.
When Lucy opened her eyes again, a woman with bright glasses and a kind face was standing in front of them. She knelt down, meeting Lucy’s gaze directly.
“Hello there. You must be Lucy Steele.”
Lucy nodded shyly. “Yes.”
“I’m Sarah. Are you ready to come in and talk with us for a bit?”
Lucy glanced uncertainly at her mother, who nodded reassuringly. “I’ll be waiting right here, love. You can do this.”
Lucy swallowed her nerves bravely, holding her mother’s gaze a moment longer before following Sarah down the hallway.
Inside the room was brighter, warmer, and smaller than Lucy had expected. A camera stood silently in the corner, black and watchful, facing a single empty chair in the middle of the room. Two grown-ups waited at a small table, smiling softly at her.
Lucy hesitated slightly, looking back at Sarah, who squeezed her shoulder gently. “It’s all right, Lucy. Just take a seat.”
Lucy sat, feet dangling slightly above the polished floor, hands folded neatly in her lap. She tried not to look at the camera directly, focusing instead on the gentle faces in front of her.
A woman leaned forward first. “Hello, Lucy. My name’s Anna, and this is Mark. We’re so glad you could come see us today.”
Lucy managed a small, polite smile. “Thank you.”
“Lucy, could you start by telling us your full name and how old you are?”
She straightened slightly, proud to know exactly what to say. “My name is Lucy Steele, and I am exactly seven years old.”
Mark smiled warmly. “That’s a wonderful age.”
Lucy felt a little braver. “My mum says seven is magical.”
“I think she’s right,” Anna agreed softly. “Lucy, do you know why you’re here today?”
Lucy paused thoughtfully. “Mum said it’s because you’re looking for someone special.”
Anna nodded, carefully watching Lucy’s face. “We are. And we heard you might be perfect.”
Lucy’s eyes widened slightly. “Perfect?”
“Yes,” Mark added gently, “for a story we want to tell. Do you like stories?”
Lucy nodded eagerly. “Oh yes. Especially bedtime ones.”
“Do you have a favourite?”
Lucy’s forehead wrinkled in concentration. “The one about the river. With the woman who waited.”
Anna glanced briefly at Mark, her expression shifting slightly. “Do you mean Afterward?”
Lucy’s eyes sparkled. “Yes. That’s the one.”
“Why do you like it?” Mark asked.
Lucy tilted her head slightly, thoughtful again. “Because it feels true.”
Anna’s voice softened. “True?”
Lucy nodded carefully. “Even though it’s make-believe, it feels like it really happened. Like someone’s heart wrote it down.”
Anna smiled gently. “That’s beautiful, Lucy.”
Lucy smiled shyly back.
Anna leaned slightly forward, her voice softer now. “Lucy, do you know who was in that story?”
Lucy’s expression grew serious. “The lady had eyes like my mum.”
Anna’s voice was gentle. “She did. And do you remember the man?”
Lucy nodded carefully, eyes thoughtful. “He was sad, I think.”
“Why was he sad?” Mark asked gently.
Lucy considered. “Because he lost someone important.”
Anna exchanged another glance with Mark, their eyes quiet. She turned back to Lucy, voice gentle but careful. “Lucy, do you think you could pretend for us? Imagine you’re the girl from the story?”
Lucy nodded eagerly. “I think so.”
Anna handed Lucy a small piece of paper. “Can you read this for us? It’s okay to feel it inside.”
Lucy stared carefully at the words, her small face earnest. Taking a careful breath, she began softly, her voice clear but delicately fragile.
“I waited by that river every day, until I forgot who I was waiting for. But I never forgot you.”
As she spoke, Lucy’s small voice filled the quiet room. Something changed subtly around her — the air seemed softer, warmer, as if the grown-ups were holding their breath.
When Lucy finished, Anna’s eyes were brighter, glistening behind her glasses. “That was beautiful, sweetheart.”
Lucy smiled shyly, handing back the paper. “Thank you.”
Anna glanced at Mark, who nodded gently.
“Lucy,” Anna asked softly, “if we invited you to tell this story with us, do you think you’d like that?”
Lucy’s eyes widened, excitement mixing with nerves. “Like in a real movie?”
Anna nodded carefully. “Exactly.”
Lucy thought seriously, then nodded bravely. “Yes. I think I would like that very much.”
Anna smiled softly. “Thank you, Lucy. You did wonderfully.”
Sarah guided Lucy back toward the hallway. Just as they reached the door, Lucy turned suddenly back toward Anna, eyes wide and serious.
“Do you think I did okay?”
Anna knelt down carefully, meeting Lucy’s gaze directly. “You were perfect, Lucy.”
Lucy smiled softly, relief flooding her small face. She followed Sarah back into the waiting area, running straight into Eliza’s waiting arms.
“Mummy, I did it!” Lucy whispered excitedly.
Eliza knelt down immediately, holding her daughter close, pressing soft kisses into Lucy’s hair. “I’m so proud of you, sweetheart.”
Lucy pulled back slightly, eyes bright. “Do you think they’ll choose me?”
Eliza touched Lucy’s cheek, voice tender. “No matter what, Lucy, today you were brave and strong. And that makes you very special.”
Lucy smiled warmly, taking her mother’s hand gently. “Can we have chocolate now?”
Eliza laughed, eyes gentle. “Of course.”
As they moved toward the exit, Lucy turned slightly, catching sight of Anna standing quietly at the door. Anna was watching them with a careful expression, her eyes holding something soft and secretive.
Lucy waved shyly. Anna smiled warmly back, lifting a gentle hand in return.
Outside, the rain had softened to a gentle mist, and the city streets glistened beneath the fading daylight. Lucy skipped slightly beside her mother, feeling safe, feeling proud, and quietly hopeful.
“Mum?”
“Yes, love?”
“Today felt important. Did it feel important to you, too?”
Eliza squeezed Lucy’s hand gently, her voice softening to a careful whisper. “More important than you’ll ever know.”
Lucy smiled, satisfied, and climbed into the back seat, buckling herself carefully. She didn’t notice how Eliza paused for a long moment by the car door, staring quietly back toward the building they’d just left, her expression filled with quiet longing and gentle sorrow.
Lucy simply watched the city lights blur through the window, knowing somehow, without needing to understand fully, that today had changed everything — just a little — and that somewhere deep inside, something beautiful and important had quietly begun.
Eliza’s hand hovered gently over Lucy’s sleeping form, her fingertips trembling slightly in the dim lamplight. Lucy was curled beneath her favourite blue quilt, lips parted, breathing. Her dark curls fanned out across the pillow, a ribbon still tangled among them from earlier that day. Eliza slowly removed it, careful not to wake her.
The audition had exhausted Lucy — her small body had barely lasted through dinner, her eyes fluttering shut before dessert. Eliza had carried her gently to bed, held her close, kissed her forehead, whispering a quiet promise to always keep her safe.
But now, standing alone in the quiet of Lucy’s bedroom, Eliza felt the weight of the day pressing deeply into her chest. She stepped backward quietly, sinking into the old wooden rocking chair in the corner, resting her head against its worn back.
Her phone vibrated in her pocket, startling her. She reached quickly, heart skipping as she saw the screen — Maeve.
“Hello?”
Her mother’s voice was smooth, carefully controlled. “How did she do?”
Eliza sighed. “Lucy was perfect.”
“I thought she might be.”
“She doesn’t understand what this means, Mum.”
Maeve’s voice sharpened slightly. “And she doesn’t have to. She’s a natural. Exactly like you at that age.”
Eliza’s hand tightened painfully around the phone. “Maybe she shouldn’t have gone today. She’s only seven.”
“Seven is old enough to begin,” Maeve said firmly. “You know what’s at stake.”
Eliza’s voice cracked softly. “Is that all you ever think about?”
“It’s all you should think about,” Maeve retorted quietly. “Lucy is your responsibility — your legacy. If she succeeds, it fixes everything.”
Eliza closed her eyes tightly, pain flashing hot beneath her ribs. “Nothing can fix everything, Mum. Not even Lucy.”
Maeve’s voice softened just enough to wound. “Is that guilt talking, Eliza?”
“Maybe,” Eliza whispered shakily. “Or regret.”
“Those aren’t luxuries you can afford,” Maeve said flatly. “They never were.”
Eliza didn’t respond, her gaze drifting toward Lucy’s small form, sleeping peacefully, untouched by secrets she wasn’t yet old enough to carry.
“Eliza,” Maeve continued, “we both know why this audition matters. If Lucy’s cast — if she does this film — the narrative becomes ours again. Yours and hers. Not James’s. Not Roman’s. Yours.”
Eliza’s breath hitched sharply at James’s name. “Lucy deserves better than to be a pawn in all this.”
“Lucy deserves everything,” Maeve replied carefully. “Everything you were denied.”
Eliza hung up abruptly, pressing the phone against her forehead. Maeve’s words lingered, sharp-edged and painful, cutting deeply into memories Eliza had long kept hidden.
She forced herself up, stepping quietly from Lucy’s room, pulling the door closed behind her. Her footsteps were heavy as she descended the stairs, entering the softly lit living room, filled with carefully framed photographs, warm rugs, worn books, and quiet history.
She paused in front of the mantle, studying the framed picture that stood at its center — a younger Eliza, smiling broadly, seventeen and radiant, eyes bright with hope, cheek pressed against the shoulder of the boy she’d loved fiercely, recklessly, endlessly.
James Steele.
The photograph blurred suddenly as tears filled her eyes, and she turned quickly away, heart aching.
It had been almost eight years since she’d seen him in person — eight years of silence, of pretending, of building a life that excluded him entirely. Eight years since that hospital room, the sterile paperwork, the quiet agony of watching Maeve handle everything, of hearing Roman Vale’s cold assurances that it was better this way.
Better for who? Certainly not Lucy. Certainly not Eliza.
She sank slowly onto the sofa, wrapping her arms tightly around herself, trying to push down the memories threatening to resurface. But tonight, they refused to remain buried.
She remembered the cool hospital sheets beneath her fingers, the distant hum of nurses in the hallway, the unfamiliar weight of a newborn pressed briefly against her chest before being quietly removed. She remembered signing papers through blurred vision, Maeve’s voice calmly telling her it was “the only choice.” She remembered James’s absence, his silence — silence she’d been assured was his choice.
They had both been so young. Too young, Maeve had insisted. James had been on the cusp of stardom; Eliza’s own career just beginning to bloom. Maeve had managed everything with ruthless efficiency, and Roman had made sure James remained oblivious.
Eliza had lived with the ache of that silence every day since. But seeing Lucy now, brave and beautiful and hopeful, the weight had become unbearable.
Her phone buzzed again. She didn’t look at the caller ID, answering automatically, voice raw. “Hello?”
“Eliza?”
Her breath froze in her lungs.
James.
The sound of his voice — rougher, deeper than she remembered, but still unmistakably his — sent a sharp ache through her chest. She pressed a hand against her mouth, eyes closing tightly.
“Eliza, are you there?” James’s voice sounded cautious, uncertain.
“I’m here,” she managed softly, voice trembling.
James exhaled shakily, a pause heavy between them. “I needed to call. After today — I saw Lucy.”
Eliza’s heart stumbled painfully. “You were there?”
“Yes,” James said softly. “I’m helping cast the film.”
She felt something like panic rise sharply. “You… you spoke with her?”
“Briefly. She’s remarkable.”
Eliza swallowed tightly. “She’s still so young.”
James’s voice softened painfully. “She reminded me of you.”
Eliza closed her eyes again, tears slipping silently down her cheeks. “James, please…”
He exhaled roughly, voice breaking slightly. “Did you think I wouldn’t know?”
Eliza felt her stomach twist violently. “I hoped you wouldn’t.”
“Why?” James’s voice cracked. “Why didn’t you tell me?”
Eliza’s tears thickened, choking her voice. “They said it would ruin you. That it would ruin everything.”
James’s voice hardened with quiet fury. “Who? Your mother? Roman? It wasn’t their choice.”
“I was seventeen,” Eliza whispered painfully. “I didn’t know what to do. They convinced me you didn’t want to know.”
“They lied,” James said hoarsely. “I would’ve chosen you. Both of you.”
Eliza’s heart shattered. “I didn’t know, James.”
“I know,” he whispered roughly. “I know it wasn’t your fault.”
They fell silent again, breathing raggedly, separated by years and misunderstandings.
Finally, James spoke quietly. “Eliza, I want to see her. Properly.”
Eliza hesitated painfully. “She doesn’t understand any of this.”
“I won’t upset her,” James promised softly. “I just need to know her.”
Eliza’s throat tightened, breath shallow. “Then come tomorrow. Afternoon.”
James exhaled shakily. “Thank you, Eliza.”
“James?”
“Yes?”
She closed her eyes, voice trembling. “I’m sorry. For everything.”
His voice softened. “So am I.”
When they hung up, Eliza sank further into the sofa, heart aching, tears flooding freely now. She stayed there for a long while, letting grief and regret finally pour silently from her body, washing away some of the weight she’d carried alone for far too long.
Upstairs, in the quiet of her bedroom, Lucy dreamed softly — of rivers, of waiting, of secrets she was only just beginning to sense existed around her.
She dreamed of the woman who waited, the man who was sad, and the small child who stood quietly at the river’s edge, holding a single flower.
She didn’t know yet what it meant.
But she would. Soon enough.
James didn’t dare breathe.
His chest tightened as Lucy edged toward him, her curious eyes fixed steadily on his face, absorbing every detail, every small crease of his brow. Each quiet step seemed measured in heartbeats rather than seconds, time stretching endlessly between them.
Eliza sat frozen on the edge of the sofa, fingers curled tightly into the fabric, afraid to disturb the fragile silence binding them together. She watched James carefully, noticing how his eyes were darker than she remembered, shadowed by things she couldn’t quite name — regret, wonder, fear, perhaps hope.
Lucy stopped a mere foot away, the toes of her shoes nudging the edge of the worn rug. Her hands stayed politely behind her back, as though she wasn’t sure what else to do with them. She tilted her head gently, studying James’s face with the same quiet intensity she gave to her drawings, trying to solve puzzles others couldn’t see.
“You have the same eyes as me,” she finally said, the innocent observation profound in its simplicity.
James swallowed hard, voice fragile. “Do I?”
“Yes.” Lucy’s gaze moved softly to Eliza, who smiled gently, encouraging. Lucy stepped closer, whispering thoughtfully, “But your smile is different.”
James tried to smile then — an attempt to ease the moment — but his lips trembled. He felt suddenly exposed, undone by a seven-year-old girl’s quiet honesty.
Lucy continued, as though sharing a secret, “Your smile looks sad even when it’s happy.”
James exhaled shakily, nodding. “Maybe that’s because I’ve missed a lot of things.”
Lucy’s expression softened immediately, her small face reflecting quiet empathy. “Important things?”
“Yes,” James admitted gently. “Very important things.”
Lucy’s brow wrinkled thoughtfully. “But you can still have good things now, can’t you?”
James’s voice broke slightly, hushed and raw. “I hope so.”
Lucy nodded gently, decisively. “Then it’s not too late.”
Eliza drew in a quiet, sharp breath at Lucy’s simple wisdom, blinking away sudden tears.
James leaned forward, eyes earnest. “Lucy, I’d like to be your friend. Would that be okay?”
Lucy considered this carefully, then extended her small hand with shy formality. “I’d like that.”
James gently took her hand in his, marveling at its delicate warmth, her small fingers fitting so trustingly into his palm. His voice was quiet, reverent. “Thank you.”
Lucy smiled, releasing his hand softly before glancing curiously around the room. She reached for her sketchbook from the table, opening it carefully to a page filled with her soft pencil lines.
“Would you like to see my drawings?” she asked hopefully, offering the book toward James.
“I would love to,” James murmured, taking the sketchbook carefully into his hands.
Lucy climbed onto the sofa beside him, her small weight settling softly into the cushions. James opened the book, feeling like he was turning pages of something deeply precious.
The drawings were remarkable — not only for their skill, but for their quiet emotional depth. Each sketch revealed a sensitivity that took his breath away: softly shaded portraits of people, delicate landscapes, gentle studies of flowers and animals.
James paused carefully on a drawing of a riverbank. A woman stood alone, eyes lowered, a quiet sadness in the way her hair fell across her face. The river behind her was sketched gently, shadows and reflections skillfully captured.
He felt his throat close slightly. “This is beautiful, Lucy.”
Lucy nodded shyly, leaning closer, whispering confidentially, “She waits there every day.”
James looked down at Lucy, voice gentle. “Who does she wait for?”
Lucy’s gaze moved softly toward Eliza, eyes thoughtful. “Someone she misses very much.”
James felt his chest tighten painfully. He glanced toward Eliza, whose eyes were bright with unshed tears. Lucy watched them, intuitively sensing the gentle tension. She touched James’s hand softly, bringing his attention back to her.
“Maybe now she won’t have to wait anymore,” Lucy whispered.
James smiled gently, holding Lucy’s soft gaze. “Maybe now she won’t.”
Eliza stood, moving toward the kitchen. “I’ll make us some tea.”
As she stepped away, Lucy’s eyes followed softly, her voice quiet. “Mummy worries sometimes.”
James’s heart ached gently. “What does she worry about?”
Lucy’s small face was thoughtful. “That I’ll be sad.”
James nodded. “She loves you very much.”
Lucy leaned closer gently. “I think she misses someone too. Like the lady in my drawing.”
James exhaled softly, heart aching. “You might be right.”
Lucy tilted her head, voice quiet. “Did you know her when she was young?”
James smiled softly, gently. “Yes, I did.”
Lucy studied him. “Did you love her?”
James’s throat tightened, words slipping quietly from his heart. “More than anything in the world.”
Lucy smiled softly, satisfied. “Then maybe she doesn’t have to wait anymore either.”
Eliza returned slowly with tea, placing cups carefully on the table, hands trembling faintly. James stood, stepping gently toward her. Their eyes met softly, words quiet, unspoken, filling the space between them.
Lucy watched thoughtfully, then slid off the sofa, taking her sketchbook. “I’ll be upstairs,” she announced gently, sensing intuitively that they needed quiet time.
James turned softly toward Lucy, grateful. “Thank you for showing me your drawings.”
Lucy smiled shyly, pausing at the bottom of the stairs. “Will you come see us again?”
James nodded gently, voice soft but certain. “I would love that, Lucy.”
She smiled again, satisfied, climbing quietly upstairs, footsteps soft and fading.
Eliza and James stood, silence gentle but weighted. Eliza finally spoke softly, voice carefully steady.
“She’s extraordinary.”
James nodded, voice gentle. “She’s everything.”
Eliza exhaled shakily, carefully vulnerable. “James, I’m so sorry — for everything.”
He stepped closer softly, fingers brushing hers. “We have to move forward, Eliza. For Lucy.”
Eliza nodded softly, eyes glistening. “Can we really do that?”
James smiled softly, hopeful. “We’ll try. Together.”
Upstairs, Lucy sat quietly on her bed, sketchbook open gently on her lap. She flipped to an empty page, pencil poised thoughtfully.
She began to draw softly, carefully — a quiet scene unfolding beneath her fingertips. A woman standing by the river, now joined by a man who reached carefully for her hand, shadows melting softly into sunlight.
Lucy paused thoughtfully, adding a smaller figure between them — a child, hand clasped in theirs. She studied her work softly, satisfied.
Downstairs, Eliza gently touched James’s face, fingertips soft, tracing quiet years of absence, hope flickering back to life. James held her gaze softly, gently, voice tender.
“We’re allowed to start again, Eliza. Lucy gave us permission.”
Eliza smiled, tears spilling gently down her cheeks. “Then let’s begin now.”
And in the quiet space between memory and possibility, they held each other carefully, feeling whole again.
Upstairs, Lucy closed her sketchbook gently, smiling softly, knowing that something precious — something gently powerful — had finally begun.
Lucy found James waiting in front of her school the next afternoon, leaning against the familiar stone wall that encircled the grounds. She paused mid-step, her small pink backpack sagging against her shoulders. He wore a thick sweater, hands tucked into his pockets, eyes searching gently among the crowd of children spilling from the school gates. She stood, watching him for a long moment, surprised by how easily he belonged there, blending into a world that had always been just hers and her mother’s.
James spotted her, his expression shifting softly into something between hope and uncertainty. Lucy offered a small, cautious smile, breaking into careful steps toward him, threading through classmates and parents until she stood quietly before him.
“Hello, Lucy,” he said, his voice cautious but kind.
She smiled shyly. “Hello, James.”
“Your mum said it was all right to come pick you up today,” he offered gently.
Lucy nodded carefully. “She said you wanted to spend time.”
“I’d really like that.” He knelt to her level. “If you’re okay with it.”
She studied him thoughtfully, then nodded again, more certain this time. “Yes, that would be nice.”
James smiled softly, relieved. He reached gently, taking Lucy’s small backpack from her shoulder, carrying it as they walked away from the school grounds toward the quiet street beyond. Lucy moved quietly beside him, small footsteps echoing gently against the pavement.
“I thought maybe we could get some ice cream,” he suggested.
Lucy’s eyes brightened gently. “Ice cream is my favourite.”
James laughed softly, the sound warm. “Mine too.”
They walked, the comfortable silence stretching gently between them. Lucy glanced up carefully from time to time, studying James’s profile, the soft way he moved, the quiet lines of thoughtfulness around his eyes.
At the ice cream shop, Lucy chose chocolate, carefully licking the edges of her cone as they sat across from each other at a small table near the window. James had vanilla, holding his cone thoughtfully, watching Lucy with quiet wonder.
“What’s your favourite thing about school?” James asked gently, voice genuinely curious.
Lucy tilted her head. “Drawing. And stories.”
James smiled gently. “I like stories too. Do you have a favourite?”
Lucy nodded quietly, eyes thoughtful. “I like stories where people find each other again.”
James felt his chest tighten. “Why?”
Lucy considered carefully, voice quiet. “Because sometimes people get lost.”
“And stories help them find each other?” James asked softly.
Lucy nodded earnestly. “Yes. Stories help people remember how to love.”
James’s throat closed, eyes gentle. “Lucy, you have a beautiful way of seeing things.”
Lucy smiled shyly. “Mum says it’s because I notice quietly.”
James laughed gently, touched deeply. “I think your mum is right.”
Lucy finished her cone, wiping small hands. James helped her gently, passing a napkin. She looked thoughtfully at him again, voice soft, curious.
“Do you know a lot of stories?”
James nodded gently, eyes thoughtful. “I do. Would you like to hear one?”
Lucy nodded eagerly, eyes bright.
James took a careful breath, voice quiet. “Once, there was a girl and a boy who were best friends. They grew up together, sharing everything — laughs, secrets, dreams. But one day, they were separated by things they couldn’t control.”
Lucy listened closely, eyes gentle, serious.
James continued, “They missed each other terribly, but time moved forward, and they got older. The girl had a beautiful child, and that child became her whole world. But the boy didn’t know about the child, and he lived quietly, always feeling something was missing.”
Lucy leaned closer, voice quiet. “Did they find each other again?”
James smiled gently. “Yes. Because one day, without realizing it, their child found them both, and brought them back together.”
Lucy’s eyes widened. “Did they remember each other?”
James’s eyes softened gently, voice tender. “They never truly forgot.”
Lucy smiled softly, satisfied. “I like that story.”
James nodded. “Me too.”
Lucy hesitated thoughtfully, voice careful. “James?”
“Yes?”
“Is the story about you and Mum?”
James’s breath caught softly. “Yes, Lucy. It is.”
Lucy considered this carefully, voice gentle. “Are you my father?”
James felt emotion rise sharply, squeezing his chest. “Yes, sweetheart. I am.”
Lucy nodded softly, quiet acceptance filling her face. “I thought maybe you were.”
James reached carefully, holding her small hand. “Does it make you happy, or sad?”
Lucy smiled softly, voice warm. “Happy. Because now we can all stop waiting.”
James laughed softly, eyes filling. “Yes, Lucy. Now we can stop waiting.”
When they returned home, Eliza opened the door softly, watching Lucy carefully as she stepped inside. Lucy moved toward her mother, quietly slipping small arms around Eliza’s waist, pressing her cheek softly into her mother’s sweater.
Eliza held her daughter, eyes meeting James’s softly over Lucy’s curls, quiet understanding passing gently between them.
Later, as Lucy slept upstairs, James and Eliza sat quietly together on the sofa, voices soft, careful.
“She knows,” James murmured gently.
Eliza nodded, relieved. “Was she upset?”
James shook his head carefully, voice gentle. “She was glad. She said now we can all stop waiting.”
Eliza exhaled softly, tears slipping. “She’s extraordinary.”
James reached quietly, brushing tears from Eliza’s cheek gently, eyes soft. “She gets that from you.”
Eliza shook her head. “She has your gentle heart.”
James smiled gently, voice tender. “Then she has the best of both of us.”
Eliza leaned softly into his touch, voice quiet. “Can we really do this, James? Can we really be a family?”
James smiled, voice certain, warm. “We already are.”
Upstairs, Lucy opened her eyes softly in the quiet darkness, smiling gently, hearing quiet voices drifting from below. She closed her eyes again, content, knowing quietly that the story she’d always loved — the story of waiting, of finding, of loving — was finally becoming real.
The weekend unfolded into a rhythm that felt both miraculous and unfamiliar — like wearing an old coat rediscovered in the back of a closet, lined with unexpected comfort but still holding the faint ache of things lost. Saturday evening bled into the slow warmth of Sunday morning, sunlight trickling over the city, filling Eliza’s small apartment with gold. James awoke before the others, the couch creaking beneath him as he shifted, blanket tangled at his feet. He lay there a moment, listening for sounds — Lucy’s light steps, Eliza’s soft footfall — before rising to quietly start the day.
The kettle sang on the stove. Beans simmered. He found bread in the tin, buttered thick slices, cracked eggs into the pan and watched them cloud over with soft, white edges. The ritual was soothing, the ordinariness of it steadying his hands. He made Lucy’s plate first: beans and egg on toast, edges trimmed just how Eliza remembered. Then another for Eliza, and finally one for himself. He poured tea and set the table, the movements deliberate, his breath a slow meditation.
Lucy was the first to wake. She emerged with a sleepy, delighted grin, her hair wild, clutching her sketchbook. She blinked at the kitchen, then at James, as if confirming he was still real.
“You’re still here,” she said, voice soft with morning surprise.
James smiled, warmth in his chest. “Where else would I be?”
She slid into her seat, eyes widening at the plate in front of her. “You made breakfast again?”
He nodded, sitting across from her. “It’s a tradition, if you want it to be.”
Lucy looked down at her plate, then up at him, a slow smile spreading over her face. “I do. Can we have it every Saturday?”
James swallowed, a knot in his throat. “Every Saturday, if you want.”
Eliza entered next, hair twisted up, robe tied loosely. She paused in the doorway, watching the two of them. The sun lit James from behind, outlining him in gold, as he helped Lucy cut her toast. Eliza felt a sudden, dizzying wave of gratitude and sorrow — how simple it could have been, how hard it had been made.
“Good morning,” she said softly.
James looked up, smiling gently. “Morning, Liza.”
Lucy beamed. “Mummy, look! He made us beans on toast with egg. And tea. The nice kind.”
Eliza smiled, settling at the table. “Thank you, James.”
He poured her a mug, hands steady. “You deserve it.”
She watched him, something fragile in her eyes, and for a moment the world stilled.
Lucy drew between bites, sketching the breakfast table: three plates, a teapot, the sun painting shadows across James’s hand as he buttered more toast. She added a little heart in the corner, her new habit.
They ate slowly, the conversation gentle — Lucy’s favourite subjects, stories from James’s films, bits of Eliza’s childhood that made Lucy giggle. It was a quiet feast, colored by newness and longing.
Just as James was clearing the plates, there was a sharp knock at the door. Eliza tensed, glancing at the clock. Too early for the post. Too late for Maeve, surely. She rose, tying her robe tighter, and opened the door a crack.
Aoife burst through, arms full of dry cleaning and bags. Her gaze swept the room, instantly taking in the scene: James at the sink, Lucy at the table, Eliza looking half undressed but wholly at ease.
Aoife stopped short. “Well, isn’t this a sight?” Her voice was sharp as glass, her eyes flicking from James to Eliza. “Did you forget to tell me the houseguest had… evolved?”
Lucy perked up. “Auntie Aoife, James made us breakfast!”
Aoife set her bags down with a thud. “Did he now?” She looked James up and down, unimpressed, then turned to Eliza. “Since when are we… what, the Lady of the Manor now? Breakfast cooked for us? Tea poured?”
Eliza kept her tone neutral. “He stayed to help with Lucy’s lines. It was late.”
Aoife snorted, plopping into a chair. “Lines, was it? Is that what we’re calling it now?”
Lucy giggled, not catching the undertone, delighted by the banter. “He made the eggs perfect, Auntie. Want some?”
Aoife shook her head, eyes narrowing at James. “No, thank you. I’m not used to being waited on by millionaires before noon.”
James dried his hands, met Aoife’s stare. “It was breakfast. For Lucy.”
Aoife scoffed. “If only you’d figured that out a few years earlier, eh?”
Eliza bristled. “Aoife — “
“No, let her,” James interrupted quietly, voice calm. “She’s right.”
Aoife’s mouth opened, then closed, thrown off by the lack of defence. She blinked, then sighed, some of the anger ebbing. “Just don’t disappear again. She won’t survive it.”
James’s gaze softened. “I won’t.”
Lucy drew, watching them all, sensing something unspoken but important passing through the room. The moment stretched, then settled.
Aoife ruffled Lucy’s hair, inspecting the drawing. “Not bad, chickpea. You made him taller than he is, though.”
Lucy giggled. “He stands taller now.”
Eliza smiled, grateful for the levity, and poured Aoife tea.
***
Table read, Sunday afternoon.
The rehearsal room was brighter than the day before, a quiet hum of activity filling the air. Scripts, coffee cups, and crumpled pages littered the long table. James and Lucy arrived together, Eliza trailing a careful step behind, there for support.
Lucy sat near the end, nervous but determined. Her hands shook slightly as she smoothed the script, eyes darting around the room — faces familiar and not, all waiting for her to stumble, or so it felt.
Roman entered, his presence icy, the tension ratcheting instantly. He didn’t speak, merely sat, flipping through his script, glancing at Lucy with cool indifference.
Aoife lingered in the hall, arms crossed, glaring through the glass. Eliza caught her eye, nodded gently, then took a place at the back, hands folded tightly.
The director called them to order. “Let’s start from scene four, please.”
Lucy swallowed, her line up first. She opened her mouth but no sound came out. The silence thickened. Roman tapped his pen, a smirk curling his lips.
“Anytime, Lucy,” he said, voice quiet but razor-sharp.
Lucy’s face paled. She looked down, eyes glistening. The words on the page blurred and twisted.
Eliza stood, about to cross the room, but James was faster.
He moved to Lucy’s side, kneeling so only she could hear. His voice was steady, soft but firm, cutting through the noise. “Close your eyes, Lucy. Breathe. This is a story, and you know it better than anyone.”
She squeezed her eyes shut, her small hand gripping his sleeve.
James didn’t look at Roman. He didn’t need to. His presence alone was enough — a wall, immovable and warm.
He murmured again, “Just you and me. Start with the river scene. Like last night.”
Lucy took a breath, nodded, and found her voice. She read her line, hesitant at first, then steadier as James nodded, mouthing the next cue. The scene played out between them, building confidence in each word.
By the end, the room was silent.
The director smiled. “Let’s do that again. From the top.”
Roman scowled but said nothing. James didn’t move from Lucy’s side, and Eliza stayed in the back, pride swelling in her chest, tears threatening but held at bay.
Aoife watched from the hall, her expression softening.
***
After the read, Lucy ran to Eliza, throwing her arms around her mother’s waist. “Did I do okay?”
Eliza knelt, holding her tight. “You were wonderful, darling. So brave.”
James stood behind them, quietly proud, as crew and cast trickled out, murmurs softer now, some even smiling at Lucy. Aoife joined, tousling Lucy’s hair.
“See? All you needed was a little help. And a million-pound bodyguard.”
James laughed, pulling Aoife into a brief, awkward hug. “Thank you for watching out for them.”
Aoife rolled her eyes, but didn’t let go right away.
The family lingered, gathering scripts and bags, heading home as evening settled. As they walked, Lucy between Eliza and James, her hand in each of theirs, the city felt full of possibility again — a future remade, each quiet step rebuilding what was nearly lost.
That night, after Lucy was tucked in, James and Eliza sat together in the half-dark, the window open, city lights twinkling beyond.
“I never thought we’d have this again,” Eliza whispered.
James leaned closer, his voice a vow. “We’re not letting it go.”
Eliza nodded, closing her eyes, finally letting hope in.
Lucy slept, dreaming of rivers and laughter, her family’s voices echoing soft and safe — her world, finally, whole.
The apartment was warm and full of soft light as Sunday evening settled, the last honeyed rays of sun streaming through the tall windows, painting the floor in slow-moving gold. James and Eliza moved through the kitchen with the ease of people rediscovering old choreography: one stirring a pot, the other setting the table, Lucy at their feet in a patch of sun, piecing together a puzzle on the worn rug.
Aoife remained — despite her dramatic sighs and half-hearted threats to leave — perched at the counter with a glass of wine, observing with a mix of protectiveness, old jealousy, and reluctant amusement. Every so often she’d glance at her sister, a thousand unspoken things passing behind her eyes, and Eliza would glance back, their childhood language of silent communication rekindling in the charged air.
It was a night that felt precariously whole, as if a single wrong note would make the walls crumble. But for now, they played at family.
James dished out dinner — spaghetti with slow-cooked sauce, garlic bread, and a simple salad — serving Lucy first, then Eliza, then himself and Aoife. Lucy bounced in her seat, face shining. “This is the best weekend ever.”
Eliza reached over and squeezed her hand. “I think so too, sweetheart.”
James caught Eliza’s gaze, a silent thank you lingering in the air. He remembered nights when he’d eaten alone, staring out at cities that never felt like home, waiting for calls that never came. Now, each small sound — the scrape of forks, the bubble of Lucy’s giggle — felt like a miracle.
Aoife stabbed her salad, raising an eyebrow. “Who knew you could cook, James Steele? You were always the type for takeaway and tragic room service.”
He grinned. “Turns out I like feeding people.”
Lucy piped up. “He made beans on toast for breakfast. And eggs. And he makes tea better than Mummy!”
Eliza feigned offense. “Oi! That’s treason.”
Lucy giggled, mouth full of pasta.
Aoife rolled her eyes, but her smile softened as she watched her niece. “Well, if this is what reconciliation looks like, I’ll allow it. But only if you keep making that sauce.”
James dipped his head in mock solemnity. “It’s a deal.”
The meal stretched long, voices winding through old stories, gentle teasing, and — underneath it all — a cautious peace. When Lucy asked for a second helping, James piled her plate high, ruffling her curls as she beamed at him. Eliza caught the way he looked at their daughter, as if each moment was something fragile he didn’t dare break. It tugged something deep in her chest, sharp and bittersweet.
After dinner, Aoife shooed James and Eliza from the kitchen. “Go on, go. I’ll help Lucy with dishes. Bonding time, right chickpea?”
Lucy glowed with pride, taking her aunt’s hand. “We’re a good team.”
Eliza and James escaped to the small balcony, city lights blinking on beyond the glass. A breeze ruffled Eliza’s hair. She shivered, and James draped his old hoodie over her shoulders without a word.
“Thank you,” she murmured.
They stood together, side by side, not touching but not needing to. The city stretched out below — full of hope, history, all the ache and promise of beginning again.
James broke the silence, voice low. “I keep waiting for someone to wake me up. For this to be a dream.”
Eliza smiled faintly, hugging herself inside his hoodie. “If it is, don’t tell me.”
He looked at her, truly looked, and she didn’t turn away.
“What are you most afraid of?” he asked, softly.
She answered honestly. “Losing this before it’s real.”
He nodded, the honesty between them an old, familiar thing. “Me too.”
Inside, Lucy’s laughter and Aoife’s mock complaints drifted out. Eliza closed her eyes, listening, letting herself want something as simple as this — peace, a second chance, a life that wasn’t always just survival.
She turned to James. “I want to try. For Lucy. For me.”
He swallowed, emotion raw in his face. “I want that more than anything.”
She didn’t stop him when he took her hand, or when he leaned in, his forehead touching hers. They stood like that a long time, breathing the same air, promising nothing and everything.
***
Later, after Aoife had gone (leaving with a wink and a warning to “lock your doors, London’s still full of thieves”), and Lucy had fallen asleep curled in a pile of books and stuffed animals, James and Eliza sat together in the living room. Eliza had pulled out an old photo album, its leather cracked and corners soft.
They leafed through memories — childhood birthdays, film premieres, Lucy’s first Christmas, photos of Eliza and Aoife in matching velvet dresses. James found a photo of himself at nineteen, holding Eliza’s hand at a wrap party, both of them grinning, the world still wide open before them.
He traced the edge of the photo. “We look so young. Like nothing could touch us.”
Eliza rested her head on his shoulder. “We were. And then everything did.”
He closed the album, drawing her closer. “I can’t change the past. But I can be here now. If you’ll let me.”
She didn’t answer with words, just tucked herself under his arm. They sat in the soft hush, the weight of old heartbreak gentled by the newness of hope.
***
Monday dawned grey and rainy, the city washed clean. James insisted on walking Lucy to school. She held his hand tightly the whole way, her other hand in Eliza’s.
At the gate, Lucy looked up at them. “Will you both be here when I get home?”
James knelt to her level, smoothing her hair. “Always, Lucy. We’ll always be here.”
She kissed his cheek, hugged Eliza, then dashed into the playground, her laughter ringing bright and free.
Eliza watched her go, then turned to James, fear and happiness mingling in her eyes.
“We did it,” he whispered. “She’s happy.”
“She is,” Eliza agreed, voice thick with feeling. “But promise me — no matter how hard it gets, you won’t leave again.”
James took her hands in his. “Never. I’m home.”
***
The week unfolded in a new pattern. James took work calls from Eliza’s kitchen, made dinner most nights, helped Lucy with homework. Sometimes Aoife would stop by, sometimes Maeve, both keeping a wary eye on the fragile peace.
The next table read loomed, the production schedule tightening. Eliza watched Lucy closely, vigilant for any signs of anxiety. She needn’t have worried; Lucy bloomed with each rehearsal, her confidence buoyed by James’s unwavering support and Eliza’s calm presence.
On Thursday, the director called for a press day — a photo call, interviews, behind-the-scenes shots to sell the fairytale to the world. Eliza braced herself as cameras flashed, as publicists whispered, as Roman lingered in corners, watching everything with cold calculation.
Lucy, dressed in a simple blue dress and yellow cardigan, stood between James and Eliza, holding both their hands. The cameras loved her. Eliza watched as her daughter charmed the room — smiling shyly, answering questions with innocent wisdom, sometimes glancing back at her parents for reassurance.
James stayed by Lucy’s side, shielding her from the worst of the press’s curiosity. At one point, a journalist asked Lucy how it felt to play the daughter of two world-famous actors.
Lucy looked thoughtful, then said, “It feels like I’m in the right story. Like I belong here.”
The answer rippled through the crowd, a collective softening. Eliza felt her eyes sting.
Roman caught her after the photo call, voice low. “She’s good. Too good. Don’t let her believe it lasts.”
Eliza squared her shoulders, spine steel. “She’s not you, Roman. She knows who she is.”
He sneered. “You don’t get to decide who she becomes.”
James appeared at Eliza’s side, jaw set. “Back off.”
Roman gave a thin smile. “Careful, James. This game’s only fun if you know the rules.”
But for once, the threat felt empty. James put his arm around Eliza, leading her back to Lucy, who beamed up at them, blissfully unaware of the storm clouds receding.
***
The leak hit before dinner.
A headline, sharp as broken glass, flashed across Eliza’s phone — Lucy’s face, frozen mid-smile, framed by a question that wasn’t a question at all.
Aoife swore. James went very still.
Eliza’s stomach turned cold, the old panic trying to reclaim her lungs. “He did this,” she whispered.
James didn’t ask who. He didn’t need to.
Roman’s message followed seconds later — a single line, delivered with the casual cruelty of a man who thought the world belonged to him:
You don’t get a fairytale. You get terms.
Eliza’s hands shook as she stared at the screen. Then she looked at James. “We can’t let her become a headline.”
James stepped closer, his voice low and steady. “She won’t. Not if we stand in front of her. Not if we stop negotiating with fear.”
Aoife leaned in, eyes flinty. “What’s the move?”
James took Eliza’s hand, anchored her. “We tell the truth — once — on our terms. We don’t let him drip poison into her life for the rest of it.”
Eliza’s throat tightened. She nodded anyway. “Okay. Together.”
They didn’t sleep much. They wrote a statement. They called legal. They locked down Lucy’s school. And when morning came, they held her between them like a promise with teeth.
That night, the three of them curled on the sofa, the city humming quietly beyond the glass. Lucy nestled between them, her head on Eliza’s lap, her feet in James’s.
“Tell me a story,” she whispered.
Eliza smiled, smoothing Lucy’s hair. “What kind of story?”
“One where nobody leaves,” Lucy said, drowsy.
James shared a look with Eliza. “I have one.”
He began, his voice gentle, threading the three of them together in words: “Once upon a time, there was a girl who waited by the river, a mother who watched the stars, and a father who followed the light back home. And when they found each other, they made a promise — they would stay. Always.”
Lucy smiled in her sleep, dreaming safe dreams.
Eliza watched James, hope steady in her heart for the first time in years.
And in the small, sunlit apartment, love made itself at home again —, fiercely, for always.
Monday dawned with the scent of rain still lingering in the streets, a hush over the city that made everything feel softer, gentler. Lucy woke early, excitement fluttering in her chest. She rolled onto her back, listening for the quiet sounds of her mother and — now — a second adult, the low hum of voices, the thump of mugs on the counter. For a moment, she stayed tucked in her bed, hugging her knees, trying to make the morning last.
Downstairs, Eliza and James moved around each other in the small kitchen with a new kind of rhythm. James was already making Lucy’s favourite breakfast — oatmeal with brown sugar and strawberries, a swirl of honey on top — while Eliza packed a lunch, folding napkins into careful triangles. It felt like a normal day, but the air carried something different: hope, possibility, the weight of being a family in ways they’d never been before.
Lucy came padding in, hair a wild halo, eyes bright. “Morning!” she chirped, climbing onto her favourite chair.
James smiled. “Morning, love. Hungry?”
She nodded, watching as he poured the oatmeal into her bowl and set it before her with a flourish. “For you, Miss Lucy,” he said, bowing grandly.
She giggled, tucking in, while Eliza leaned against the counter, smiling at the way James made even breakfast into a show.
Aoife showed up just as Lucy finished eating, her knock sharp and familiar. She strode into the kitchen, took one look at the scene, and muttered, “Well, isn’t this domestic bliss.” But there was no venom in her voice, just curiosity edged with that old protectiveness.
Eliza handed Lucy her lunch. “Go brush your teeth, darling. We’ll walk to school soon.”
When Lucy disappeared, Aoife’s gaze sharpened. “So this is what it looks like, then. Waking up and making porridge. Like you didn’t torch half of London running after each other.”
James held her gaze. “It’s not pretend. Not for me.”
Aoife shrugged, studying Eliza. “You sure about this? Because people don’t change, Lizzie. They just circle back.”
Eliza touched Aoife’s arm, gentle but firm. “Maybe. Or maybe we’re finally making things right.”
Aoife shook her head, but her mouth quirked. “If he hurts you again, I’ll bury him.”
James’s laugh was small and honest. “Fair.”
He helped Lucy with her coat, tying her scarf, and they all walked to school in the light rain — Aoife holding the umbrella, Eliza’s hand in Lucy’s, James walking on Lucy’s other side. They looked, for all the world, like a family that had always belonged together.
At the school gate, Lucy hugged each of them in turn. She pressed her cheek to James’s chest and whispered, “Don’t leave.”
He knelt, cupping her face. “Never, Lucy. I’m here.”
She skipped away, bright in her yellow raincoat, turning at the gate to wave.
Eliza watched her, eyes shining. Aoife looped her arm through Eliza’s. “Come on. We need coffee. And I need to hear every miserable detail.”
James grinned, falling into step beside them. “I make a mean flat white.”
Aoife looked at him, half exasperated, half amused. “You’re not a barista, love. Don’t get cocky.”
They walked, laughter chasing away old shadows, and the city seemed to open for them, just a little.
***
The week was a blur of routine and newness: rehearsals, takeout dinners, laughter. James read lines with Lucy every evening. Eliza watched, heart full and aching. Aoife became a fixture, dropping by to “check on the talent” and sneaking Lucy sweets.
Maeve’s calls grew more frequent — always wanting an update, always pushing for control. Eliza fielded her mother’s questions with increasing skill, not letting Maeve’s worries shake the fragile peace she and Lucy were finally finding.
On Friday, the next big table read arrived, a double-session meant to run the hardest scenes. Roman was already there when they arrived, looking sharp and dangerous, his smile thin and knife-edged.
Lucy gripped her script with clammy hands. James squeezed her shoulder. “Remember, it’s a story. You know it better than anyone.”
Aoife stayed in the wings with Eliza, arms crossed, ready to spring if Roman said a single wrong word.
The director called for silence. “Let’s pick up with the confrontation scene.”
Lucy’s line was first. She took a breath, staring at the script, the words blurring, Roman’s eyes drilling into her.
James caught it — the slight shake, the panic. Before Eliza could move, he was at Lucy’s side, voice pitched low, steady. “Lucy, tell me what you see outside the window.”
Lucy blinked, surprised. “The river.”
“What colour is it?” he asked, gently.
She frowned, thinking. “It’s green. And the trees are gold because it’s autumn.”
James nodded. “Good. Can you hear the birds?”
She smiled, calmer. “Yes. Sparrows.”
The director watched, eyebrows raised, as James gave Lucy a subtle nod. “You’re safe, sweetheart. Just speak to me.”
Lucy began, her voice trembling at first, then strengthening. She delivered the first line, then another, and another, her gaze never leaving James’s. By the end of the scene, she was steady, the room held in her small, brave hands.
Roman said nothing. The director nodded. “Beautiful, Lucy. Let’s keep going.”
During the break, Roman approached James in the hallway, voice low. “She’s only strong because you’re holding her up. What happens when you’re gone?”
James stared him down. “I won’t be gone. That’s the difference.”
Roman sneered. “You all think this is a fairytale. It never lasts.”
James’s voice was calm. “Maybe not for you.”
Roman looked past him to where Eliza stood, arms around Lucy, Aoife joking at their side. “She gave up everything for you. She’ll resent it.”
James didn’t flinch. “She gets to decide that. Not you.”
Roman’s smile was cruel. “We’ll see.”
***
Rehearsal ended late, Lucy exhausted but happy. On the walk home, Eliza wrapped her arm around James, leaning into his warmth.
“You were wonderful today,” she said softly.
He looked down, uncertain. “She did all the hard work.”
“She always does,” Eliza replied, smiling.
At home, Lucy drew a picture of the rehearsal: herself, tiny but strong, James kneeling beside her, Eliza and Aoife behind, Roman sketched in the background, his mouth a squiggly line.
She handed it to James. “So you’ll remember.”
He knelt to her level, hugging her tight. “I’ll never forget, Lucy.”
***
Saturday arrived with bright sun and a breeze through the windows. Eliza made pancakes, Lucy dancing in the kitchen, Aoife singing off-key. James fixed a wobbly table leg, the clatter of tools and laughter filling the flat.
In the afternoon, the four of them went to the park. Lucy raced ahead, finding the best climbing tree. Eliza sat on the grass, watching as James chased Lucy around the swing set, Aoife reading a script with one eye, always alert.
Lucy climbed higher, calling, “Look, Mum! Look, James!”
Eliza waved, heart in her throat but trusting James to catch her if she slipped. He stood beneath, arms out, ready. Lucy leapt, fearless, and James caught her easily, spinning her until she shrieked with laughter.
Later, Lucy sat between them on a blanket, eating sandwiches, feet dusty and face sun-warmed. “I like this,” she said. “Us, together.”
Aoife smiled, softer than usual. “We do too, chickpea.”
They stayed until the sun dipped low, the park empty but for a few lingering families. Eliza and James watched Lucy chase fireflies, her laughter bright in the fading light.
James squeezed Eliza’s hand. “Thank you. For trusting me again.”
She leaned into him, her voice a whisper. “Thank you for coming home.”
Aoife packed up the blanket, giving them a knowing look. “Don’t make me say it, but I’m proud of you both. For not running.”
James grinned. “Even me?”
She nudged him with her hip. “Especially you, idiot.”
They walked home as a family, the night full of promise, Lucy skipping between them, a living testament to second chances.
***
Sunday was slower. They slept late, made coffee, stayed in pajamas. Lucy painted, her pictures now bright and hopeful: rivers, families, sunlight everywhere. Eliza found one pinned to her pillow — her, James, and Lucy, all holding hands. The caption in shaky letters: “Always.”
James watched Eliza’s face as she read it, and without thinking, he kissed her, gentle and sure.
Later, Lucy climbed into their bed, squirming between them, giggling.
“Tell me a story,” she begged.
So James told her about a river, and a girl who waited, and a family that found each other. Eliza added details — a golden tree, a bridge, a home built from hope.
Lucy drifted to sleep as the story wound down, the three of them wrapped in warmth.
As night fell, Eliza watched James with new certainty. The past was still there — shadows at the edges — but so was this: a future, hand in hand, the hardest parts behind them. At last, they belonged. It felt like the start of something she hadn’t let herself imagine in years.
Lucy traced the mirrors across her thoughts until it settled into shape. She didn’t have to name it to feel it — the small electric charge behind the ribs when a room turned kind, the hush that came when pencils found the exact edge of a line. In the quiet, she counted to three and let the picture fill; she saw hands that knew what to do, a house that learned how to listen, laughter climbing the stairs like ivy. When the world pressed in with cameras and questions, she looked sideways and found the safer angle. Later, she would show someone the sketch and pretend it arrived whole. It didn’t. It arrived the way courage does — smudged first, then certain, the light coming from the corner rather than the center. Outside, the city kept its noise, buses sighing, rain deciding, people making their private bargains with the night. Inside, a small promise held. It didn’t have to be dramatic to be real; it only had to be repeated.
***
“We’ll do this right.” He said.
They stacked the facts like careful stones, each one tested for balance.
The afternoon sunlight painted long streaks across the floor, dust motes dancing in the warmth. Lucy was at Aoife’s for the evening — something about “girl’s night, no grown-ups allowed,” though everyone understood the real gift Aoife was giving her sister and James was a few hours of peace.
The apartment felt bigger without Lucy’s laughter echoing from room to room, but it also felt charged — saturated with the nervous energy of two people orbiting a secret for too long.
James was sitting on the sofa, flipping absently through a dog-eared script. Eliza moved about, pretending to tidy, pretending she wasn’t acutely aware of every movement he made, every breath, the way the light caught his jaw or the gentle, unconscious flex of his hand on the page.
She could feel her pulse in her throat. For days now they had been circling this moment: glances lingering too long, laughter turning quiet, brushing hands and then drawing back. It was all so familiar — her body remembering every note of him, her mind frantically keeping score of everything at stake.
James cleared his throat, breaking the tension with awkward earnestness. “We, um… We probably ought to rehearse the scene.”
Eliza looked at him, startled out of her thoughts. “You mean the big one?”
He nodded, face coloring. “Yeah. The love scene. The first kiss.”
She hesitated, tucking a strand of hair behind her ear. “Right. Of course.”
James shifted, sitting up straighter, the script trembling a little in his hand. “I haven’t done… this, in a while. Not for real. Not where it matters.”
Eliza tried to smile, her own nerves crackling. “We’re professionals, right?”
He laughed — soft, self-deprecating. “Yeah. Terrible professionals.”
A hush fell. He glanced at her, searching her face. “Do you want to start with lines?”
She shook her head, moving to sit beside him, knees almost touching. “Let’s just… try.”
He read the cue in a shaky voice, their characters'names hanging between them like a dare. The lines felt brittle and false, but Eliza forced herself through them, their words echoing off the old pain and impossible hope inside her.
There was a pause. The script called for a kiss.
James swallowed, eyes fixed on hers. “Should I —?”
She nodded, heart thundering. “Go on.”
He leaned in, his movements unsure. Their faces drew close, the air between them electric. Their lips met — soft, careful, almost clumsy, like teenagers at the edge of a dance floor. The contact was warm, oddly sweet, but it was a kiss rehearsed, shaped by nerves and years of not touching.
They broke apart after a moment, both of them laughing, breathless with embarrassment.
James shook his head. “That was… Awful?”
Eliza smiled, cheeks burning. “Definitely not Oscar-worthy.”
He exhaled, rubbing his face. “Sorry. I guess I forgot how.”
She touched his wrist, her voice trembling. “Don’t be sorry. It’s just — “
James stopped her, his gaze suddenly serious. “Eliza… Can we try it again? Not as them. As us.”
Her eyes widened, surprise and fear warring with need. “James — “
He leaned in, closer this time, his hand cradling her cheek, thumb brushing her jaw. “Please.”
She hesitated for a split second, then closed the space between them. Their lips met again, slower now — no lines, no audience, just the two of them and years of wanting.
This kiss was different. It began soft, uncertain — then deepened as their bodies remembered, their hearts outrunning their minds. Eliza gasped as James pulled her closer, his arm around her waist. The world narrowed to the heat of his mouth, the rasp of his breath, the helpless need she’d never truly forgotten.
James drew back, searching her face, his own eyes shining. “Are you sure?”
She didn’t answer with words. Instead, she kissed him again — harder, desperate, pouring every bit of heartbreak and longing into him. He responded in kind, crushing her to him, his hands tangling in her hair, their kisses growing hungry, wild.
Eliza found herself pinned beneath him on the sofa, legs tangled with his, laughter spilling from her lips as he rained kisses down her throat. She pushed him, rolling them over, straddling him, kissing him until her head spun.
James cupped her face, voice breaking. “I missed you. I missed you so much.”
She pressed her forehead to his, tears mixing with laughter. “Don’t leave me again.”
“Never,” he promised, pulling her down for another bruising kiss.
They tumbled from the sofa to the bed, clothes askew, hands everywhere, rediscovering each other in a rush of heat and memory. There was nothing careful about it now — no rehearsal, no scripts, just raw, clumsy, beautiful reality.
He paused only long enough to meet her eyes. “Eliza?”
She gripped his shoulders, pulling him down. “Yes. Yes.”
Their mouths met, a crash of old love and new hunger. The room filled with the sound of their breathing, the whisper of sheets, the soft thud of a lamp falling as they lost themselves in each other.
Time stretched and broke, holding them in a place where the past was forgiven, the future unwritten, the present nothing but skin and soul and the taste of being found.
Later, they lay tangled in the quiet, Eliza’s hair a dark fan over the pillow, James’s heartbeat steady beneath her hand. She traced circles on his chest, a smile curving her lips.
He kissed her temple, voice rough. “I love you.”
She laughed, tears slipping free. “About time you said it.”
He rolled, pulling her on top of him. “Say it back.”
She pressed her lips to his ear. “I love you. I always did. Even when I hated you.”
He grinned, holding her close. “Then let’s never let go.”
They drifted into sleep, still holding on, the world outside forgotten.
In the early dark, Eliza woke to James tracing her spine with gentle fingers, whispering her name.
“I’m here,” he promised. “For always.”
She believed him.
And as the city slept, so did the ache inside her. At last, she was home.
Dawn came pale and clear, city birds calling softly beyond the windows as the apartment held the stillness of a secret. For a long while, nothing stirred except the shallow rise and fall of Eliza’s and James’s breathing, tangled under sheets in the gentle light.
Down the hall, Lucy blinked awake to the soft, insistent whine of Kermit the dog — her rescue mutt, part terrier, part disaster — pacing at the foot of her bed. She sat up, rubbing her eyes. Kermit gave a little hop and a more pointed yip.
“Alright, alright,” Lucy whispered, pulling on her slippers and wrapping her blanket around her shoulders like a superhero cape. She shuffled down the hall, Kermit’s tags jingling, toward her parents'room. She knew if she knocked, her mum would wake up, so she simply twisted the knob, pushed the door, and tiptoed in.
The sunlight found the bed first — sprawled in glorious chaos: Eliza asleep on her back, James tucked in behind her, both most definitely without a stitch on beneath the duvet. James’s hair stuck up in all directions. Eliza’s leg was draped possessively across his hip.
Lucy froze, mouth a perfect O, her hand still on Kermit’s collar. Kermit, oblivious to the drama, wriggled free and leapt onto the bed, launching himself between Eliza and James with a happy whine.
James woke first, squinting blearily at the intrusion, then realized Kermit’s cold nose was pressed to his bare back. Eliza groaned, rolling over and blinking into Lucy’s startled eyes.
For a moment, nobody moved.
Then, from the hallway, Aoife’s voice cut through the confusion — muffled and exasperated, sleep mask perched crookedly on her forehead as she appeared in the doorway: “For feck’s sake, it’s not even six. Kermit, did you eat my socks again — “
She stopped mid-sentence, gaze landing on the scene: her sister, her sister’s ex, both clearly naked and flustered, her niece frozen in the middle like a cartoon deer. Aoife gaped, then let out a strangled snort.
“Oh my GOD, seriously? What happened to taking things slow?” She shook her head in mock despair, waving a hand as if to erase the image. “If we end up with another baby in this flat, I’m out. I swear, I am not raising any more of your little chaos goblins, Eliza!”
Lucy giggled, suddenly delighted, and dove onto the bed beside Kermit. “Does this mean we’re a real family now?”
James, blushing furiously, grabbed the edge of the duvet and pulled it higher. Eliza managed a sheepish laugh, ruffling Lucy’s hair. “It means… well, it means breakfast is going to be truly awkward.”
Aoife groaned, stalking out toward the kitchen, muttering, “I’m calling a moving van if I see any more baby bumps before Christmas…”
James pulled Eliza close, pressing a kiss to her forehead as they both burst out laughing, Lucy and Kermit tumbling in the covers between them — a family, messy and marvelous, no secrets left between them except for who was going to make the coffee first.
The morning sunlight crept higher, sharpening to gold as it spilled across tangled sheets, the discarded clothes on the floor, the small pile of Lucy’s drawings by the bedside. James burrowed deeper beneath the covers, groaning as Kermit the dog enthusiastically licked his ear. Eliza let out a strangled laugh, half mortified, half euphoric, trying to shush Kermit as Lucy, delighted by the commotion, wriggled onto the bed and claimed her spot in the middle.
“For heaven’s sake, Kermit, you have the worst timing,” Eliza mumbled, hair wild around her face, cheeks pink.
James blinked, squinting at the soft chaos. “Morning, love,” he said to Lucy, voice rough and sleepy. He looked at Eliza, eyes shining with a mixture of embarrassment and happiness. “Well. That’s one way to start a day.”
Lucy beamed, blissfully unbothered by adult awkwardness. “Kermit really had to pee, but now he wants cuddles.” She hugged the dog tight, then looked up at her parents with a conspiratorial grin. “You look happy, Mum.”
Eliza opened her mouth to reply, but at that moment, Aoife stormed back in, wielding a mug of coffee and looking like every sleep-deprived Irish woman who had ever endured too much family drama before breakfast. The sleep mask was still perched crookedly on her head, one eyebrow raised to maximum judgment.
“Well, I see the dog’s not the only one marking his territory,” Aoife deadpanned, waving her mug at James. “Would it have killed you to put on pants before sunrise? Honestly, Lizzie, is nothing sacred?”
James, mortified but oddly content, reached for his t-shirt and tried to wriggle it on under the covers, nearly elbowing Eliza in the process. Eliza buried her face in Lucy’s hair, laughing so hard she nearly cried. Lucy, oblivious to propriety, looked from one adult to the other, utterly fascinated.
“Is this what families do?” she asked brightly.
Aoife gave her a long look, then shrugged. “If your mother asks, say no. If the social worker asks, say yes.”
Kermit leapt off the bed and trotted to the door, tail wagging, eager for his actual walk. Lucy hopped down to follow, grabbing her favourite hoodie. “I’ll take him! Don’t worry, I’ll put on shoes this time,” she called, vanishing down the hall. The flat echoed with Kermit’s barking and Lucy’s laughter, the perfect distraction from the spectacle left behind.
Eliza and James finally looked at each other in the soft hush. The sheets pooled around their waists, sunlight caressing their bare shoulders, the evidence of last night’s passion written across both their faces.
James reached for her, hesitating only long enough to brush a stray hair from her forehead. “Sorry for the circus.”
Eliza shook her head, smiling. “Best circus I’ve ever had. Though I suppose we’re officially outed now.”
He laughed, wrapping her in his arms. “We were never any good at hiding.”
There was a vulnerability in his voice, the kind that only comes after the walls have come down completely. Eliza rested her hand on his chest, feeling the steady thump of his heart. “Are you scared?” she whispered.
James’s eyes softened. “Terrified. But I wouldn’t trade this for anything.”
“Not even for a little privacy?” she teased.
He grinned, kissing her shoulder. “Especially not that.”
She stretched, sighing as she rolled out of bed and fished for her robe. “We should get dressed before Aoife comes back with a camera.”
“Too late,” Aoife called from the kitchen. “Already have blackmail for the Christmas cards.”
Eliza laughed, tying her robe and slipping into the hallway. The air was thick with the scent of coffee and toast, the kind of morning that felt impossibly new but already familiar.
In the kitchen, Lucy was on tiptoe at the counter, pouring kibble for Kermit. She looked over as her mother entered, face shining. “Mum, can we make pancakes?”
Eliza ruffled her daughter’s hair. “Why not? It’s a celebration.”
James followed, wearing jeans and an old t-shirt, running a hand through his tousled hair. He poured himself coffee and leaned against the counter, watching Eliza and Lucy gather ingredients — flour, eggs, milk — moving around each other in a dance as old as motherhood itself.
Aoife sat at the table, sipping her coffee with exaggerated calm. “So,” she drawled, “do I need to book a hotel room for the next nine months, or are we all pretending last night was a one-off?”
Eliza shot her a look. “It’s not like that, Aoife. We’re… We’re figuring it out.”
Aoife raised her hands in mock surrender. “Hey, I’m not judging. Well, maybe a little. Mostly, I’m relieved. You’ve been so miserable without him, I thought you were going to move into a nunnery.”
James snorted into his mug. “Imagine Eliza as a nun.”
Eliza stuck out her tongue. “I’d be the worst nun in Ireland. Ask anyone.”
Lucy listened, wide-eyed, as if all grown-up banter was the world’s best secret. “Can Kermit be a nun?” she asked.
Aoife almost spat her coffee. “He’d eat the hymn books.”
They all dissolved into laughter, the kind that feels like exhaling years of loneliness. Eliza looked at James, a private smile passing between them — relief, hope, the shared knowledge that whatever happened next, they were finally doing it together.
***
Breakfast was a glorious mess. Lucy cracked the eggs with gleeful violence, flour dusted the counters, and Kermit managed to snag a pancake off the cooling rack, scampering under the table with his prize. James made a show of flipping pancakes, tossing one so high it stuck to the ceiling. Aoife took a photo for evidence. Eliza watched, half-laughing, half-weeping with happiness.
After breakfast, Lucy dragged James to the living room, insisting they rehearse lines for her next scene. He lay on the carpet, script in hand, while she performed with the wild intensity of a child on stage for the Queen. Eliza and Aoife watched from the sofa, trading stories of their own childhood performances — bad wigs, worse costumes, all the dreams they’d hidden from the world.
At one point, Lucy dropped her script and crawled into James’s lap, looking up with those endless blue eyes. “Are you really staying?” she whispered.
James hugged her close, his own eyes shining. “Always, Lucy. Always.”
Aoife pretended not to cry, dabbing at her eyes behind a cushion.
***
The day rolled on with a lazy sweetness. They took Kermit for a walk in the park, Lucy skipping ahead with the dog while James and Eliza strolled behind, hands brushing together, Aoife on the phone with some “emergency at work” but never straying too far from her family.
They bought ice cream from a street vendor, Lucy grinning with chocolate smudged on her chin. Eliza licked her own cone, catching James watching her with a smile that was equal parts heat and awe.
Back at the flat, Lucy napped curled on the sofa with Kermit, exhausted from sunshine and pancakes and love. Eliza lay with her for a while, listening to her daughter’s steady breathing, marveling at the simple miracle of this day.
James and Aoife cleaned the kitchen in companionable silence, the kind of quiet that comes from shared purpose and hard-won peace.
When Lucy woke, the afternoon had deepened, clouds gathering outside, promising rain.
***
As evening approached, Aoife announced she was heading out — “so you two can moon at each other without me gagging” — but not before threatening them with dire consequences if they made her an aunt again before Christmas.
Eliza blushed. James just grinned, shaking his head.
With the flat finally quiet, James found Eliza in the living room, staring out the window as the rain began to fall, soft and steady.
He stood behind her, slipping his arms around her waist, chin on her shoulder. “You alright?”
She nodded, leaning into him. “Better than alright. I keep waiting for the other shoe to drop.”
He held her tighter. “There’s no shoe. Just us.”
She turned, facing him, searching his eyes for any sign of uncertainty. There was none.
He cupped her face, brushing his thumb over her cheek. “I love you, Eliza. I love our messy, impossible, perfect life.”
She smiled, tears in her eyes. “I love you, too.”
He kissed her — slow, deep, a promise written in the language of memory and hope.
They didn’t notice Lucy watching from the hallway, a secret smile on her face, her little hand resting on Kermit’s head. She tiptoed back to bed, heart full, finally certain that her story had found its happy beginning.
***
Night came gently. They put Lucy to bed together, reading her favourite story three times before she drifted off, her fingers curled around Eliza’s hair, James’s hand on her back.
In their own room, Eliza and James lay awake, listening to the rain. He traced circles on her bare shoulder, speaking in whispers.
“Do you remember Paris?” he murmured.
She laughed softly. “You lost our passports and tried to bribe the consulate with chocolate.”
He chuckled. “It worked, didn’t it?”
She rolled to face him. “We were so young. So stupid.”
He kissed her nose. “We’re still both.”
She sighed, tucking herself into his side. “Don’t let me push you away again. Even if I try.”
He tightened his arms. “You couldn’t, Eliza. I’m home.”
They made love again, slow and careful this time, less urgency, more reverence. The rain drummed soft music against the window, and their hearts beat in time.
***
Sometime after midnight, Eliza woke to find James watching her, eyes full of wonder.
“What?” she whispered.
He shook his head, smiling. “Nothing. Everything. I’m just…happy.”
She smiled, touching his face. “Me too.”
He pulled her close, their bodies fitting together as if they’d never been apart. Sleep found them easily, the kind of sleep that comes only when the world finally feels safe.
***
In the morning, the flat buzzed with new energy. Aoife returned with pastries, refusing to say where she’d been all night. Lucy ran to greet her, hair wild, Kermit at her heels. The table filled with laughter and crumbs, stories and plans.
They spent the day together — shopping for groceries, visiting the bookshop, stopping for coffee. Everywhere they went, people turned to look: a family built from second chances, radiant and real.
That afternoon, Eliza got a call from the director — Lucy had landed a role in a small indie film, a chance to shine on her own, not just as their daughter. Eliza cried, James lifted Lucy high, Aoife demanded a celebratory dinner.
They cooked together, filling the kitchen with smells and sound. As dusk fell, they ate by candlelight, toasting to the future.
***
Late that night, as Eliza tucked Lucy into bed, her daughter looked up, voice small.
“Will we always be like this? All together?”
Eliza stroked her hair. “We’ll always try, love. That’s what families do.”
Lucy smiled, drifting to sleep, her heart at peace.
Eliza returned to James, curling up beside him on the sofa, their hands entwined.
“We made it,” she whispered.
He kissed her forehead. “Almost always.”
They sat in the quiet, the city below, the world outside. For the first time, there were no walls left. Only home.
And that was everything.
The recording studio was small, intimate, sunlight filtered through high windows and splashed across battered sound panels and the scratched surface of a borrowed table. The whole place smelled faintly of coffee and old ambition. James sat at the center, headphones around his neck, elbows on the table, his phone silenced and facedown in front of him. Anna, his manager, paced just out of frame, frowning at her iPad, ready to swoop in at the first sign of trouble. Roman hovered, arms crossed, his mouth set in a hard line.
But none of that touched James. Not today.
Eliza sat beside him, radiant and nervous, a hand resting on the small of his back. Lucy, wearing her best “grown-up dress,” perched on a chair with her own headphones, her legs swinging. The podcast host — a genial woman named Siobhan — smiled behind the glass, giving a thumbs-up as the engineer counted them down.
Three. Two. One.
The red light blinked on.
“Welcome back to Between the Lines,” Siobhan began. “I’m here with a very special guest — actor, producer, and yes, Hollywood heartthrob, James Steele. And today, he’s brought…well, his whole world, apparently.” She grinned, eyes twinkling. “James, the floor is yours.”
James glanced at Eliza, then at Lucy. He cleared his throat. “Thank you, Siobhan. I, uh…I want to do something different today. I know everyone’s been wondering about the rumors, the headlines. About me. About Eliza. About our new film.”
Anna shot him a warning glare through the glass, tapping rapidly on her phone. Roman’s face tightened.
James pressed on, voice steady and honest. “I want to set the record straight. I want to tell the truth, for once — not just to the press, but to everyone who’s ever believed in us, or loved our work. Especially to my daughter.”
Lucy’s eyes widened. Eliza’s hand tightened on his back.
James smiled, a tremor in his voice. “Yes, you heard me. My daughter. I want everyone listening to know that Lucy is not just the most talented young actress I’ve ever worked with. She’s my little girl. Our little girl.” He reached for Eliza’s hand, weaving their fingers together.
A hush fell. Even Anna’s phone stilled.
“I spent a lot of years running from the truth. I spent even longer wishing I could fix everything I’d broken. But the miracle is, sometimes life gives you a second chance. Sometimes the best stories are the ones that start over. So — here it is. I’m with Eliza. We are a family. And we’re not hiding anymore.”
Eliza’s eyes brimmed with tears — real, unscripted. She squeezed his hand, steadying him.
James turned to Lucy, his voice softer. “Lucy, I’m so proud of you. Not just for your work, but for your heart. You taught me what matters.”
Lucy grinned, a little starstruck by the headphones and microphone, but she spoke clear and sure: “Hi, world. I’m Lucy. My mum’s Eliza Quinn. My dad’s James Steele. We’re making a movie together, but we’re a family first.”
The podcast host’s eyes shimmered with tears. “That’s beautiful, Lucy. James, can you tell us about the project?”
James nodded, his confidence blooming now that the secret was spoken. “It’s the story of two people who lost each other and found their way back through their daughter. Art imitating life, I suppose.” He grinned at Eliza, warmth radiating from him. “Eliza is playing my wife. Lucy is playing our daughter. We’re doing it as a family.”
Anna made a chopping motion from the glass, mouthing, Stick to the script, but James just smiled wider.
“And to be absolutely clear,” James continued, eyes flicking to Roman and Anna, “this is my decision. I’m producing. Eliza’s co-producing. No studio, no manager, no PR team is going to tell me how to love my family or hide my truth. Roman — “James looked directly at his old collaborator, unafraid, “— if you don’t want to be part of this story, you’re welcome to walk. But I’m done letting anyone else write my life for me.”
Roman’s jaw worked, but he said nothing.
Siobhan’s voice was gentle, reverent. “That’s brave, James.”
James looked at Eliza, his voice breaking. “It’s about time.”
Lucy, not missing a beat, leaned into the microphone. “Does this mean we get pizza tonight?”
Everyone burst out laughing. The tension broke. Anna threw her hands in the air in surrender; Roman slumped, the fight leaving him.
James nodded, tears sparkling in his eyes. “Yes, Lucy. Pizza for everyone.”
Siobhan closed the segment, her voice thick with emotion. “You heard it here first: family, forgiveness, and new beginnings — live, unscripted, and unafraid. Thank you, James. Thank you, Eliza. Thank you, Lucy.”
The red light blinked off. The world, for a moment, stood still and then spun on in a new direction — one written on their own terms, together.
Eliza wiped her eyes, leaning into James as Lucy crawled into his lap. Anna opened her mouth to protest, then saw their faces and simply smiled. Roman stepped out, defeated but maybe, just maybe, a little bit changed.
And for the first time, all three of them belonged to themselves — and to each other — completely.
The studio was awake and humming by dawn, a maze of cables and coffee carts, mirrors fogged from too many nervous breaths. The main rehearsal hall smelled of old paint and fresh paper, the tang of hot lights mingling with the faint perfume of nerves. This was the day everything became real — a day Lucy had counted down to with secret, excited hash marks on her calendar, and the day James and Eliza had both dreaded and longed for in equal measure.
They arrived as a unit. Lucy held James’s hand, her new favourite rabbit tucked under one arm, her backpack bumping against Eliza’s knee. Eliza wore black — always black, on days when she needed armor — her hair braided tight, face set with that old stage calm that made her look like a painting. James looked impossibly young and impossibly tired, his shirt sleeves rolled, hands marked with faint ink from last-minute notes.
Aoife trailed behind, sunglasses on indoors, iced coffee in hand. She surveyed the chaos and shook her head. “it’s like a circus in here. Is there a ringmaster, or do we all just take turns?”
The answer, apparently, was both.
The team was already assembled around the long table: Anna, James’s manager, all nerves and clipped words; Roman, arms folded, chin tipped up in challenge; the director, Maggie, elegant and intimidating in steel-blue; and half a dozen department heads and script supervisors, each guarding a stack of pages and a different brand of skepticism.
James squeezed Lucy’s hand. “Ready, superstar?”
Lucy nodded, her expression more solemn than usual. “Can I sit by you?”
“Always.”
Eliza watched them, pride and terror waring on her face. For a moment, her daughter seemed so small in the vast, echoing room — then Lucy climbed onto the chair and sat up straight, feet dangling, and she looked like she belonged to the world.
Scripts were passed out, pencils clicking. Coffee was refilled, someone whispered about lighting tests. The room quieted when the director stood.
“Alright, everyone, thank you for being here. Today is our first dry read as a team. There will be spot checks after each major scene, and we’re taping for internal review. No pressure.” She smiled, but the smile was thin.
Roman muttered, “Speak for yourself.”
The reading began. The opening scenes played out with familiar ease — James and Eliza slipping into character like putting on coats. Their banter was lived-in, full of easy timing, drawing murmurs of approval from the crew.
Then Lucy’s cue arrived.
She drew in a breath, finding her spot. Her voice, at first small, floated across the table. “Dad, do you think stars remember who they belonged to?”
A hush fell. Even Anna looked up from her phone. James answered in character, gentler than the script called for, “I think the best ones do.”
Eliza watched her daughter, her throat tight. Lucy delivered her next line, a question about wishes, and for a moment it was just the three of them — family, lost and found in front of a dozen strangers.
The director’s pen moved, making a note.
Spot checks came next. Maggie stopped them mid-scene. “Lucy, that was lovely, but can you try it with a little more…wonder? Like you’ve never asked anyone this before.”
Lucy’s hands fluttered nervously on the table. Eliza shot James a look, but James just smiled at Lucy. “Pretend you’re asking the moon,” he whispered.
Lucy nodded, took a breath, and did it again — her voice trembling but clear.
There was a long silence when she finished. Then, quietly, Maggie said, “Yes. That’s it.”
Roman looked unimpressed, but the crew was won over. Someone grinned, someone else dabbed their eyes.
James looked at Eliza, pride radiating from him. Eliza just pressed her hand to her heart, blinking back tears.
More scenes followed — awkward first meetings, heated exchanges, the rhythms of a broken family learning to speak again. The crew watched as James and Eliza circled each other, their chemistry unmistakable. There were moments when the lines disappeared and the room leaned forward, caught in the old magic.
But the magic was volatile.
Midway through Act Two, as the scene turned toward confrontation, Eliza missed her cue. Only by a beat, but it was enough. James’s line hung in the air, unreturned.
Roman made a show of scratching something on his script.
Maggie said, “Let’s take it back.”
James tried again, but this time his voice was a little sharper. “Eliza — your turn.”
Eliza blinked, rattled. “Sorry, I — “She shook her head, trying to find the thread. The script felt heavy in her hands, her tongue thick.
James, still in character, pushed the scene forward. “You don’t get to walk away this time. Not after everything.”
Eliza’s reply was a second late. “I’m not — walking away. I’m just — “
She stumbled, lost the line. Maggie tried to interject, but James didn’t stop.
“You never do, do you?” His voice rose, anger and something wilder, less scripted. “You never finish the conversation.”
Eliza snapped, “Don’t start this, James.”
The room held its breath — were they still reading?
James slammed his script on the table. “You can’t keep doing this, Eliza! You can’t keep running whenever it gets hard.”
Anna glanced nervously at the director. “Is this —?”
But Maggie held up a hand, eyes glued to the drama unfolding.
Eliza stood, her chair scraping. “Don’t tell me what I can or can’t do. You gave up the right to dictate my choices when you left. Or have you forgotten?”
James stood too, facing her across the table, their voices cutting through the silence.
“Don’t twist it. You pushed me out. You let them push me out!”
“Don’t you dare blame me for — “
“Whose choice was it to hide her? To keep me in the dark?”
Lucy flinched at the table, her small hands clutching her rabbit. Eliza glanced at her, pain flickering in her eyes.
“That’s enough,” Eliza said, her voice hard but shaking. “We’re done.”
James’s reply was quiet, deadly. “We’re never done. Not until you tell the truth.”
A beat passed. Eliza’s jaw worked. She sat, staring at the script, knuckles white.
James sat, too, shoulders tight, refusing to look at her.
For a moment, nobody moved. The only sound was Lucy’s quiet sniffle.
The director cleared her throat. “Let’s…take ten.”
The team scattered, some feigning the need for coffee, others simply fleeing the storm. Roman looked vindicated, scribbling notes. Anna texted furiously. Aoife swept Lucy into her arms, murmuring comfort, glaring daggers at both adults.
In the emptying room, Eliza stared at the script, her hands shaking.
James stood, walked to the window, pressed his forehead to the glass.
Aoife, after a moment, set Lucy down and marched to Eliza. “Well, that was a show.”
Eliza blinked at her, stricken. “I lost it. I — “
Aoife cut her off, not unkindly. “You didn’t lose anything. You finally said what you should have years ago.” She glanced at James. “So did he.”
Eliza rubbed her face. “Not like this. Not in front of her.”
“She’s stronger than you think,” Aoife said, watching Lucy play with her rabbit in the corner. “But you two need to get it together, or you’ll break her heart.”
James turned, catching Eliza’s eye. For a moment, something unspoken passed between them — grief, apology, love, and the raw ache of unfinished business.
Eliza crossed to him, her voice low. “We can’t do this, James. Not in front of her.”
He nodded, swallowing hard. “I know. I’m sorry.”
She sighed, pressing her forehead to his. “Me too.”
They stood like that, two broken people trying to build a bridge over everything they’d lost.
Behind them, the team trickled back in, tension thick as fog.
Maggie called the group to order. “Alright, let’s try again. Same scene, from the top. And this time — remember who’s watching.”
Lucy watched her parents as they sat, not sure what had changed but knowing something had shifted. She hugged her rabbit, hoping that this, too, was just a rehearsal — that families, even on bad days, found their way back to the lines that mattered.
The reading resumed. Voices steadier, eyes brighter with the shine of recent tears. The team, watching now, no longer saw a script — they saw a family, battered and true, fighting for the right words.
And for the first time, the room felt real.
They finished late, nerves raw, faces washed clean by the storm. Aoife took Lucy home, promising ice cream and cartoons.
James and Eliza stayed behind, scripts forgotten, the hush of the studio broken only by the distant sound of a vacuum somewhere down the hall.
“I didn’t mean to hurt you,” James said, voice rough.
Eliza shook her head, her own eyes damp. “I know. But we have to do better. For her.”
He nodded. “We will.”
They sat side by side, the remnants of their fight still flickering in the air, but for the first time, neither one turned away.
The work was only beginning. But so, finally, was the truth.
***
“No rush — truth first.” He said.
They stacked the facts like careful stones, each one tested for balance.
“Say it plain.” They replied.
The air was already thick with the scent of fresh paint and nervous sweat when Lucy, small and determined, stepped out of the car holding James’s hand. The studio doors rose up before them, glass gleaming in the early light, and behind those doors was everyone who mattered — or everyone who might one day matter, for better or worse. Lucy’s backpack was nearly as big as she was, stuffed with colored pencils, her rabbit, a slightly crumpled script, and a lucky coin she’d found on the walk from the train.
James squeezed her hand gently. “You’ll be brilliant, Lucy. You don’t have to be perfect.”
She looked up at him, blue eyes so startlingly clear they almost hurt to meet. “Are you nervous?”
He hesitated. “I’m always nervous, poppet. Even when I look calm.”
She smiled, a little less scared, and reached for Eliza’s hand on her other side. Eliza’s mouth was set, her gaze sharp, but her fingers trembled as she brushed Lucy’s curls from her forehead. “We go in together,” she whispered. “No matter what happens.”
Inside, the energy was already feral — producers pacing, s lugging cables, the director barking orders in a staccato Irish lilt. Anna hovered near the coffee cart, all nerves and black cashmere, muttering into her phone about a late script revision. Roman, suited and smug, stood in the shadow of the doorway, watching them approach with a look of measured calculation.
Aoife arrived with pastries, thrusting a chocolate croissant at Lucy before the girl could even speak. “Eat something. It’ll make you brave.” She winked at Eliza, then swept her gaze over James. “Don’t let them eat you alive.”
James offered a lopsided grin. “If they try, I’ll toss them the croissant first.”
Lucy, clutching her script and her rabbit, let herself be ushered through the chaos. The rehearsal space was a high-ceilinged hall with windows half-shuttered against the morning sun, long tables strewn with coffee cups and water bottles and paper so new it still curled at the edges. The entire creative team was gathered — director, casting, Roman and Anna, the DOP, two script supervisors, a handful of producers, and a few faces Lucy didn’t recognize but would learn to dread.
The director, Maggie, swept in, her energy steely and calm as she addressed the group. “Thank you all for being here. This is not a press event. This is not a circus. This is a first read, a team read. What happens in this room stays in this room, understood?” She looked around, daring anyone to object. No one did.
Lucy climbed onto her chair, legs dangling, wedged between James and Eliza. Aoife claimed a seat in the back row, sunglasses perched on her head, not even pretending to blend in. Maggie introduced the cast, the story, the purpose of a dry read. She called Lucy’s name last, saving it like a final grace note.
“And this is Lucy. She’ll be playing Ella, the heart of the story. Treat her like you would your own.”
A murmur of greeting rippled through the room. Lucy ducked her head, shy but luminous.
James reached over, covering her hand with his. Eliza took her other hand, and for a brief moment, Lucy imagined they were the only three people in the world.
Scripts rustled. Pages flipped. Maggie called for the top of the script.
James read his first lines in a quiet, rumbling tone, slipping effortlessly into character, letting the weight of years and regret shape every syllable. Eliza replied, her own voice cool and musical, words clipped at the edges with tension that wasn’t just acting. The team watched, rapt. For a while, everything was smooth, the dialogue natural, the rhythms of two wounded adults circling old scars.
Lucy’s cue came sooner than she expected. She read her first line, voice barely more than a whisper: “Do you think stars remember who they belonged to?” She kept her eyes on her script, but she could feel everyone watching, breath held, waiting for her to falter.
James answered, not as her father but as the character, soft and gentle: “I think the best ones do.”
A little more confidence now, Lucy found her next line, imagining the moon, just as James had coached her. The words spilled out, true and trembling: “If I make a wish, do you think it’ll come true if I never say it out loud?”
There was a hush — a deep, collective inhale.
Maggie leaned forward, elbows on the table. “Lovely, Lucy. Let’s take that again, but look up this time. Imagine you’re telling your secret to the whole world.”
Lucy nodded, swallowing her nerves. She glanced up, saw James’s eyes — so proud, so open — and tried again. The words came easier now, filled with something vulnerable and bright.
Scene after scene unfolded, with spot checks after every major beat. Maggie stopped them again and again: “A little more longing, Eliza. James, don’t look at the floor, look at her. Lucy, slower, let the silence breathe.” The rhythm was brutal — stop, start, rewind, do it again.
After two hours, Lucy’s hand cramped from clutching her pencil. Her rabbit sat on the table, one ear flopped over the script. Every so often, Anna would whisper to Roman, who would scribble something in his notebook, eyes never leaving the trio at the head of the table.
They reached the confrontation scene — the one the press would later call the “spine” of the film. Maggie cleared her throat. “Let’s run this one straight through, please. No stops unless I call for it.”
Eliza squared her shoulders, pulling herself tall. James closed his eyes for a second, centering himself. Lucy, in her seat, held her rabbit tight, almost forgetting she was meant to speak in a minute.
James began, his voice hard, a bite to the words: “You kept her from me. You let them lie to me.”
Eliza’s reply came too quickly, too brittle: “You think it was easy? You weren’t the one here, James. You weren’t the one left holding — “She stopped, lost the line. Maggie started to speak, but James kept going, pushing, leaning in, the anger rising: “No, I was the one left out. I was the one who didn’t even get to try.”
Eliza shook her head, fighting tears, words stuck in her throat. “Don’t — “she tried.
James’s hands clenched on the script. “Don’t what? Don’t say what we both know?”
The tension was razor-sharp. Lucy watched, heart pounding, not sure if she was supposed to intervene or stay small. Eliza looked at her, then away, voice shaking. “You left, James. Don’t rewrite it.”
James slammed his palm flat on the table. “You made sure I had nothing left to stay for.”
A silence so complete it rang.
Lucy’s line was next. She tried to speak, but the words caught. “Can we — can we just — please stop?” The words were scripted, but the tears were not. The whole room saw them.
James froze, Eliza went pale.
Maggie let the silence sit. Then: “Hold. That’s enough.”
No one moved for a long time.
Anna leaned forward, voice tight. “Is this…normal?”
Maggie sighed, pinching the bridge of her nose. “It’s raw. It’s what we’re here for.”
Roman spoke up, his tone dripping with calculated calm. “Maybe it’s too raw for the child.”
Eliza’s jaw set. “Lucy’s fine.”
James closed his eyes, breathing hard.
Maggie clapped her hands, breaking the spell. “Ten-minute break, everyone.”
People scattered — Anna to her phone, Roman to his corner, the DOP outside for a cigarette. Eliza went to Lucy, kneeling beside her chair. “You did so well, baby. I’m so proud.”
Lucy looked at her, lower lip wobbling. “Are you and Dad really mad?”
Eliza shook her head, forcing a smile. “Not at you. Never at you.”
James knelt on the other side, taking Lucy’s hand. “We’re actors, Lucy. Sometimes it feels real because…some of it is. But we always come back.”
Lucy looked at them both, searching their faces for the truth. “Promise?”
James nodded. “Promise.”
Eliza kissed her cheek, whispering in her ear until Lucy finally managed a watery smile. Aoife appeared, handing her a chocolate, glaring at both adults. “Well done, you two. You made her cry before lunch. Want to try for a public scandal by tea time?”
Eliza groaned, running a hand through her hair. “I lost the line.”
James’s jaw was tight. “It’s not the line. It’s everything else.”
Aoife eyed him. “Then fix it. You’re both paid to pretend, not to bleed.”
They regrouped. The crew drifted back. Maggie watched the clock, patience wearing thin. “Let’s keep it moving. From the next scene.”
They ran the lines again, this time with everyone walking on eggshells. James softened his performance, Eliza found her center, Lucy delivered her lines quietly but without tears. The rest of the day passed in a haze of repetition — lines blurred, emotions dulled by exhaustion.
By four o’clock, they were spent. Anna called for a car, Roman stalked out, Aoife herded Lucy away for hot chocolate, leaving James and Eliza alone in the echoing rehearsal room.
James stared at the marked-up script, voice quiet. “We can’t keep doing that. Not in front of her.”
Eliza nodded, looking away. “I know. But it keeps…coming up. I can’t turn it off.”
He sat beside her, rubbing his temples. “Do you want to stop? Should we?”
She shook her head, stubborn. “No. I want this. For her. For us.”
He took her hand, squeezing hard. “We’ll figure it out.”
She managed a smile, wiping at her eyes. “We always do.”
They stood together in the dim light, the empty studio swallowing their shadows. It was messy, imperfect, but it was theirs.
Outside, Lucy and Aoife sat on the curb, sharing a chocolate croissant, Kermit the dog wriggling between them. Aoife watched her niece, then reached out, tucking a stray curl behind her ear.
“You did brilliant, chickpea. Don’t let grownups fool you — nobody knows what they’re doing.”
Lucy smiled, chocolate on her lips. “Is it always like this?”
Aoife considered. “No. Sometimes it’s worse.”
They laughed, and for a moment, everything felt light again.
James and Eliza came out, arm in arm, and Lucy ran to them, launching herself at James, nearly knocking him over.
“Are we going home now?” she asked, voice small but hopeful.
James kissed the top of her head. “Home, then dinner, then storytime.”
Eliza ruffled Lucy’s hair. “And tomorrow, we try again.”
Lucy squeezed their hands, holding tight as if afraid they might slip away. But as they walked down the steps together — Aoife calling for Kermit, James and Eliza flanking Lucy, the world watching and not watching — they felt, for a few steps at least, like a family unbreakable.
The streetlights flickered on. The city moved around them, indifferent and eternal. But in the small warmth of the car, as they drove home through the blue-lit dusk, Lucy looked up at her parents and whispered, “Thank you for coming back.”
James caught Eliza’s eye in the rearview mirror, something fierce and vulnerable passing between them. He reached for Eliza’s hand, found it waiting.
Home was close now. The work was far from finished. But tonight, even after the hardest day, they had each other — and the promise, however fragile, that tomorrow would be theirs to build.
There was an old spiral notebook on Lucy’s nightstand, the edges battered, corners furled from years of hiding beneath pillows. On every page were pictures: Kermit with his lopsided grin, Eliza’s slippers at the edge of the bath, James asleep in a patch of sunlight on the sofa, Aoife’s coffee cup (with three lipstick prints and one pencil doodle of a cat). But the most important pages — hidden in the middle — were the ones that Lucy drew late at night, listening to the soft voices of her parents in the next room.
On one page, she had drawn her family as a triangle: her at the center, holding hands with Eliza and James, each of them taller than her, each holding a star in the other hand. At the very top, she’d written in crooked letters: “FAMILY ISN’T A SECRET.” Underneath, smaller, she’d added: “even when you’re scared.”
On set, the grownups kept talking about “claiming the narrative.” Lucy only half understood what that meant. All she knew was that people with cameras and notepads asked questions she didn’t know how to answer, and sometimes Anna or Roman would squeeze her shoulder and smile a too-bright smile that felt sharp instead of kind.
The table read was behind them, but the pressure hadn’t let up. If anything, it grew. The crew grew used to her — some offering high-fives, others pretending not to stare when she tripped over a line. But Anna became a presence everywhere Lucy turned. She hovered at the edge of scenes, whispered in James’s ear, handed Eliza new script pages with changes marked in red. At night, Lucy heard her parents fighting in low, exhausted voices — always about the same things: deadlines, directors, whose turn it was to deal with the next crisis.
One afternoon, after a particularly long day of filming, Lucy waited for her mother outside the studio trailer. She sat cross-legged on the concrete, sketchbook in her lap, lost in a new drawing. In this one, she drew the whole crew — camera operators, lighting techs, Anna with her arms crossed, Roman glaring at his phone, even Maggie hunched over a clipboard. In the center, she drew herself, holding a paintbrush, painting a huge rainbow above them all.
A voice broke her concentration. “Whatcha drawing, superstar?”
It was Jayden, the sound. He always brought his lunch in a brown paper bag with little jokes written on the front.
Lucy showed him the rainbow. “It’s everyone. Even you.”
Jayden laughed. “I look about five feet taller here. Thanks.”
Lucy beamed, pleased. “I wanted to make everyone happy. Sometimes I wish we could all just paint over the bad stuff.”
Jayden nodded. “Me too, kiddo.”
He took out his phone. “Can I take a photo? My niece is obsessed with rainbows. She’ll love this.”
Lucy nodded shyly, and Jayden snapped the photo — one of her holding the sketchbook up, grinning her gap-toothed grin, the bright colors leaping from the page.
He posted it to his private story. By dinnertime, he’d texted Eliza: “Is it ok if I share this? She’s a legend.” Eliza, tired and grateful, replied, “Of course.”
He uploaded it to the show’s official Instagram with the caption:
“On set, there’s always a rainbow if you look hard enough. (Art credit: our resident genius, Lucy Quinn-Steele)”
No one expected what happened next.
By morning, the post had gone viral. Not just the usual industry buzz, but thousands of comments: Who is this kid? Her eyes — just like Eliza and James! This is the purest thing on the internet.
Fans started tagging their own family photos with rainbows. News sites picked up the story — Child star’s art brings hope to jaded set. A well-known artist offered to frame the original. James’s agent sent a panicked text: “We need to capitalize. Merch? Book deal?”
But Lucy was more interested in what her friends at school thought. They all crowded around her at lunch, waving their phones, showing her memes and remixes and rainbow-edited cast selfies. For the first time, Lucy felt not just like a secret, but like a voice. Like she could shape something bigger than a line in a script.
At home, the energy was different. Eliza fielded calls all day — producers, publicists, even the director of the National Gallery asking if Lucy would consider donating a print for charity. James took Lucy out for pancakes to celebrate, but the moment was cut short by Anna showing up at the café, a file folder in hand, Roman on her heels.
Anna didn’t bother with pleasantries. “We need to talk strategy.”
James bristled. “She’s a child, not a headline.”
Anna ignored him, turning to Lucy with a bright, false smile. “Sweetheart, the world loves your art. How would you like to do a live drawing session for the press? Maybe a Q&A?”
Roman chimed in, voice oily. “And there’s interest in you recording a behind-the-scenes diary. The network loves authenticity. If you’re up for it, of course.”
James stepped between them, voice tight. “No. Absolutely not. Lucy’s not doing any press unless she wants to.”
Anna’s tone hardened. “This is bigger than your family, James. The show is banking on this moment. Sponsors are already calling. We have an obligation.”
Eliza, arriving breathless, took Lucy’s hand and glared at Anna. “She’s seven. Her only obligation is to be a child.”
For a tense minute, it looked like Anna might push back harder. But Roman, seeing the steel in both parents'eyes, simply sighed and gestured for Anna to let it drop. “We’ll regroup at tomorrow’s meeting,” he said, his gaze cold. “But if you want to keep this project on track, you’ll at least bring Lucy to the crew town hall. Minimal press, just the team. Let her see everyone who’s rooting for her.”
Eliza, against her better judgment, agreed. “One event. Then she gets to decide.”
James crouched to Lucy’s level. “Do you want to go?”
Lucy nodded, a little dazed. “If you and Mum come too.”
James ruffled her hair. “We’ll be right there.”
Anna turned away, muttering into her phone. Roman lingered, shooting Eliza a warning look. “If you don’t take control of the narrative, someone else will.”
James squeezed Eliza’s hand. “We’re not letting them own this.”
Eliza whispered, “Then we have to help her claim it herself.”
The next afternoon, the crew assembled in the soundstage’s common room — coffee and biscuits on folding tables, everyone a little overdressed, the tension as thick as the smell of old carpet. At the front, a small platform was set up. Jayden handed Lucy a fresh sketchbook, grinning. “For your next masterpiece.”
Lucy blushed, climbing onto the makeshift stage, James and Eliza sitting in the front row, Aoife standing guard by the exit, arms folded and eyes watchful.
Anna stood to the side, smiling for cameras, Roman behind her, already bored.
The director, Maggie, introduced Lucy: “You all know her as Ella, but today she’s just Lucy — artist, actress, and our unofficial morale officer. Lucy, would you show us what you see?”
Lucy nodded, heart racing. She flipped open her sketchbook, found a blank page, and began to draw. Her hands shook at first, but the lines came, steady and sure: Aoife with her “battle face” and huge sunglasses, Anna half in shadow, Roman drawn small in the corner frowning at a phone, Maggie’s messy bun, James with his coffee mug, Eliza with her arms around Lucy. Over all of them, she drew a huge, crooked heart, and inside it, a little dog with wings labeled “Kermit saves the day.”
She held it up to the room. For a moment, there was total silence.
Then applause erupted — real, warm, not manufactured for a camera.
Jayden took a photo, and this time Lucy handed her book to him. “You can post it. But only if you write that everyone is important. Even the grumpy ones.”
Laughter rippled through the crew. Maggie wiped her eyes, then took the mic. “Thank you, Lucy. You remind us what matters.”
A few hours later, the photo hit social media. The caption read:
“Everyone is important — even the grumpy ones. Out of the mouths (and pencils) of babes. #TeamFamily”
It trended for days. Journalists tried to twist it — ‘Child Star Shades Producer in Viral Art!'— but the wave of genuine affection was too strong. Parents, kids, even celebrities reposted it, calling Lucy a “legend” and “the voice the world needs.”
At home, Eliza printed the photo and pinned it to the fridge. “You did this,” she told Lucy. “You made people feel something real.”
Lucy smiled, small but sure. “I just wanted everyone to be seen.”
James hugged them both. “That’s the bravest thing you can do.”